day thirty three: "someone who really hurt you"
i don't really like to talk about it often...but my dad. my mom and him divorced when i was only 3. they divorced because my dad was never home, and my mom caught him cheating. the "fast life" was more important to him than his daughter and wife. it hurts me every single day that it happened like that. i don't care that they divorced...i care that even though they DID divorce he still didn't want anything to do with me. it wasn't until i was 19 that he actually started wanting a relationship with me...and even THAT was (and is) sporadic. my dad is heavy into things that are bad for him and it hurts my heart every day that he doesn't cherish his life and those who care about him...not to mention the fact that he has a grandson now.
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